Saturday, April 17, 2010 • 3:36 PM
Hey ppl,Hate life rite now! So much. Have been emo-ing this few days. And alot of ppl notice. Thx for the care and concern guys. Appreciated(: But no one can solve this pile of problem. If i say no one, I mean NO ONE! Fcuking stress up, piss off, jealous, heart-broken, devastated, hatred, alot and alot of confuse feelings. I hate it when im feeling like this. Like i have no mood but lots of diff feelings. This is irritating. I tink Nadira is rite. I cried the most in this whole week for my WHOLE entire life. I cant go out with my frens anymore. Parents don allow cos they believe some incredible lie my sis told them. INJUSTICE! Hate her like...errr....let me count.... 1...2...3....4....5....6.....7...8...9...10....100! Wait i tink its uncountable! U have no idea how much i hate her. Like to the FCUKING core? Yeah. Thats the phrase. FCUKING core! Everytime my heart heals, another cut wud make it bleed again. My problems are piling up like a mountain. I just wish this is a nightmare! When i wake up its over. Like some magic wud happen. But no... its not. Wat else can i do? Wait...my brother ask me to look at the bright side of every problem(: But too bad there isn't one!! -.- Argh!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate life so much.... But i have to bear with it cos its a cubaan from God. Every bad things that a person do, something bad wud happen to them in return -karma- . My life have turn from bad to worse. Literally. For my love life, i shud stop liking him. But the problem is...its impossible! That is why i hate falling in love cos when it happens, it wud be very hard for me to fall out of love. )': Shud not have ask her to ask him. But if i did not, i wud not wake up from the dream and catch up with reality. D': Have to stop here.Byeeeeeeeeee );
